My ally

as i lay in black sorrow
thorns ran down my cheeks
scratching, tearing, hurting

despair and numbness
became my ally

pity helplessness fear and anger
awoke the velvety substance
underneath my skin

unable to see
unable to decide
i froze

despair and numbness
became my ally

fear of wrongly chosen path
knocked like a woodpecker

indecision in the hole that was once a cheerful heart
as darkness encompasses the mind

despar and numbness
became my ally

Ode to lost lovers

This is the Ode to all lovers, to lost lovers.
This is a memory of the past and prediction of the future.
A song for the foolish and confused.
A hope for better tomorrow ... for love.
I apply to you all
Love, make love and laugh!
Know your needs and the ones of your lover.
Respect. Be there. Hold and hug. Be true
and you'll find your way, your STAR among the star sky
and lost no longer will you be.
This is the Ode, the warning, the song, an apply
to all .. to lovers .. to lost souls .. to lost lovers

In the Night

In the night when we touch and sleep

my emotions stir so deep within.
My dreams are filled with love that is given
and my heart is renewed.

Have I been living
before there was you?
Before you entered in me
and gave unto me the joy and passion
we both desired? 

I awake and am moved
by the sight of your shape
of your beauty under the light.
The moon shines on you and I shiver from loves delight.

Move me, renew me,
bring me new songs to sing.

My feelings grow strong as i am enlightened
with a thought
Soon ... you will be sleeping in my arms, again.

What is the truth what a deceit?

Angel of light angel of darkness
What is the truth what a deceit?
I leave my body shattered and numb
My mind a loop a catatonic hell
Lost in the melancholic womb

The sins of temptation
Fade my hart and
Take my soul to the other side

I fear the Heaven and
I fear the Hell
Of my hart
I fear what I could find

So I leave my body
shattered and numb
and my mind in a loop

I feel the divinian deceit fall
And new crumbling towers arising
Transiting towers of sudden change collapsing
Embracing the inevitable

Restless and reluctant
Full of fear
Fear of deceit
Fear of darkness
Fear of unknown
Fear of my tears
Fear of merriness
Beckoning change
Of destruction

A new understanding emerges
Death of the old self
Transformation
A new consciousness
emerging out of this catatonic hell

Tornado of the Soul

Tornado strikes
Lightning bolts
Igniting the fire
Of changes that come

The winds turn
Round and soft
Faster and strong
As skies turn black

They collide
Becoming One

As the winds bond together
They destroy everything on their path
The old ways perish
The new ones come

Green Man quatrain

I dream of my Green Man
And awake with a smile.
Than I make a divine plan
Wondering if it's worthwhile.

Would You

What if in the blink of an eye, the world as you know it changed?
Would you as swiftly step up?
Would you step up at all?

If your old beliefs were shattered, proving some were lies
but you could not distinct which ones.
Would you try to search for the truth?

If suddenly you felt remorse after you’ve seen the light.
Would you try to fix it giving it a second chance or peace?

Do you believe in the unknown?
Do you believe in Shangri-la, ghosts, brave divinities,
pixies, mermaids and golden fireflies?
Fairytales and miracles and rainbow space dust?

What would be your answer?
Mine is simple. 
Yes. 

     
Yes, I would and 
Yes, I do believe in dreamer’s dreams.

I wonder

A thought of something close and shiny has appeared
A thought born out of a miniature atom, out of thin air
A feeling of something warm and bright
A feeling full of smiles

Is it wondrous or delusional?
Unearthly or dreamy?

I wonder
I wonder
As something already known is approaching

Getting bigger and bigger
Warmer and brighter

An unexpected turn of events with a breeze of the returning past
I'm intrigued now what it will manifest in this World
What it will bring

I wonder
I wonder
And I smile in between

The Green Eyed Butterfly

I dream of a butterfly, 
big emerald green eyed butterfly. 
Shining eyes as supernova 
as looking into my eyes. 

I dream of a butterfly 
with vibrant wings of delicate black lace, 
gliding thru the air as a breeze, 
all around me. 

I dream of a butterfly 
singing happy with his wings. 
Dancing a faerie dance 
as he smiles and touches softly my face.

Game

all is good all is sad
a little blue a little red

a little antsy
a little blessed

somewhat jumpy
somewhat gay

in this ever changing game

As Water I am ...

As water I flow thru obstacles
Beneath the twinkling stars.

As water I glide over banks of life
As nothing stays my course.

Strong and deep
Still and clear.
Always flowing
Always moving

Blue and green
Gray and black
None at all
Yet everything at once.
Magical and tumbling
Dangerous, forceful and soft.

As water I fall on ground from the sky.
I am ocean
I am river

I am stream

Clouds and creeks.

As water I am the bringer of LIFE.

The Dark Soul of the Demon of the Fall

Slowly plunging shallow beds
of the corners of the eye
with scarlet green claws.
Crawling its way through eyelashes
wickedly laughing and silently screaming:
" I am free ! "

Thoughts on pain

pain .. what is pain?
an emotion
an illusion
a teardrop
the hour of separation
the scream of the heart
desperation of taught
coldness of ones smile
scattering the one who is beloved

so maddening
so endless
delusional and
uncontrolled

or is it a somewhat beclouded emotion
much darker than we can imagine
the one
yet to be discovered?

Lullaby Dreams

With these treasured memories,
sweet dreams of you shall come to me.
The way you laugh, the way you smile,
my heart, it skips, it leaps a mile.
Your gentle breath, your tender touch,
I long for you, so very much.
Your lips so soft, your eyes so bright,
I need you on this lonely night.
Let me feel you, smell your scent,
taste your mouth, you're heaven sent.
Close me in your warm embrace,
and make my heart begin to race.
Pull me ever closer, near,
tell me what I need to hear.
Fulfill my every earthly desire,
until my passion roars like fire. 

One kiss

One kiss to sweep me away
One kiss to keep my sorrows away
One to rule me
One to bound me
One to set me free
One kiss is all I need
To be with you for eternity 

 

 

Just a poem

The words slide off your tempting lips
Like a blue butterfly
as he flutters its wings

But the moment fades away
as i feel your voice as lovely
 gliding in the wind away

The Dark Tree of Death

Death crumbles a tree while
Darkness whispers to the leaves
Here comes the dark tree of Death

Subdue yourself or live not
Listen to the whispers
or be lost in eternity
Obey or be gone

Desmodontinae shifts across the darkened sky
smelling vibrations and fear

Will they hear
will they obey
or will they be lost forever

Death crumbles a tree while
Darkness dresses it and whispers
Here came the dark tree of Death

Awakening

In this night of voluptuous subtlety,
a song of sorrow was created while wolves vent their pain.
Coming forth barefoot and unclothed
bathed by the silvery moonlight rays
the thirsting one awakens.

Curling wisps of death
shrouds her gaunt translucent shadow
imbued by an eternal desire for life.

Her black rubies hair
cascade over sheer ivory shoulders,
and her succulent sanguine lips slightly part
to taste the life streaming
from the red pale flesh beneath her.

As she smiles vaguely
the night becomes everlasting.
As night becomes ecstasy,
she smiles joyous and frantically.

Doomed Lovers

The night falls as if slain by the sun,
while we wonder in the cold woods of despair
calling and screaming for each other in silence.

Alone are we.
Alone and lost, the emotion for which you may not pray
but did accept as your only truth, out of fear.
Your flare of life and hope sparks once, then dies,
devoured by guilt.

As you believe all hope must surely perish
your heart turned to ice and beats no more.
You failed to believe and hope.

How could you fail to believe?

How could you fail to hear the angels 
surround us, singing to us, crying 
in cold void of our hearts.
Trying to save us.

Happy Misery

Happy Misery, I call out loud your name to keep my sorrows away
as you've been my companion for to long in this life.

I lived with fear, with everlasting sadness
of what could have been.
If I've done different I wouldn't have met you.
If I'd been brave I wouldn't have heard your cold whisper.
If I'd been merry and opened you wouldn't be ruling.

Happy Misery, bless my heart
from falling apart as i am rebelling.

I feel foolishly brave as David and strong as Hercules.
So keep my sorrows away and be warned
As i am rebelling!